my vision is blurred
by voices
the loud cackling of their laughter jerks about wildly
having seizures right before my very eyes
i am made dizzy from watching the frenetic movement
of their drunken euphoria
my eyes shut
momentarily
but it is no better
thoughts insidious poison
rushing me
through me
around me
like a heroin shot to my heart
my soul begins to vomit
eyes forced to reopen
and to accept
this
imposing others inebriated glee
onto myself
to blind myself
from me
But Otherwise Fine 